Tuesday, December 23, 2014

12.23.14 Today Is All Rain And Darkness And Quiet




Today is all rain and darkness and quiet; all the things that soothe my noisy brain, and enable slow steps, inside and out, upon the warmed soggy earth, where the winter's colors bloom. 


The mustard yellows of dried plants, and bright pinks of Elder branches. The blossoming , small and yellow, of the Witch Hazel, and the contrasted tangle of grasses everywhere.
The tree, scored by a bear, to announce it's territory, as only a bear can.



The erasable Bittersweet, climbing and conquering, leaving us with its vibrant orange and yellow, as it goes. 

The beautiful stark details of tree barks and lichen along their northern sides. 


The pungent fragrance of years of layers of pine needles, filling the air. The fresh acerbic aroma of bright green needles covering stolid neighborhoods of piney wood. 


The glistening waters, rippling with each passing breeze; partially frozen, partly not, the overlapping areas an intricate work of art.

The ochre colors of the stream, as it makes its way from pond to next stop, alongside so many many living beings that live by this land; by this water, beneath these skies.



There are so many things we treasure in our lives.
     And myself? I seem to have come full face, 
to the lingering love of the Pine Forest that grew me up
that sang to me as the wind passed through its boughs
 and pressed me with its quixotic strength that told to hold on
that so much would be possible.




12.21.14 The Solstice - Why, even we would have bargained for day's return

Photo: No, it didn't seem darker, nor
shorter, really ,than 
yesterday- or the day before

And I never would've known had I
not paused, and had it come to me - this

Day of all days, honored
in so many ways,now and
long long ago; imagine the

Night dark and lengthening;
the cold impinging
The life-giving light lessening- 

Why, even we 
would have bargained 
for day's return


No, it didn't seem darker, nor
shorter, really ,than 
yesterday- or the day before

And I never would've known had I
not paused, and had it come to me - this

Day of all days, honored
in so many ways,now and
long long ago; imagine the

Night dark and lengthening;
the cold impinging
The life-giving light lessening-

Why, even we
would have bargained
for day's return


12.21.14 Taking a breath, living our lives during Winter Holidays.

Photo: My Louisa, having a wonderful day. Hope your's was also. Sanity, patience, letting go - taking a breath, living our lives during Winter Holidays.

My Louisa, having a wonderful day. 

Hope your's was also. 
Sanity, patience, letting go -

 Taking a breath, 
living our lives during Winter Holidays.

12.21.14 "The worst possible thing you can do when you’re down in the dumps, tweaking, vaporous with victimized self-righteousness, or bored, is to take a walk with dying friends. They will ruin everything for you...."

Photo: "The worst possible thing you can do when you’re down in the dumps, tweaking, vaporous with victimized self-righteousness, or bored, is to take a walk with dying friends. They will ruin everything for you.
First of all, friends like this may not even think of themselves as dying, although they clearly are, according to recent scans and gentle doctors’ reports. But no, they see themselves as fully alive. They are living and doing as much as they can, as well as they can, for as long as they can.
They ruin your multitasking high, the bath of agitation, rumination, and judgment you wallow in, without the decency to come out and just say anything. They bust you by being grateful for the day, while you are obsessed with how thin your lashes have become and how wide your bottom." Anne Lamott

"The worst possible thing you can do when you’re down in the dumps, tweaking, vaporous with victimized self-righteousness, or bored, is to take a walk with dying friends. They will ruin everything for you.
First of all, friends like this may not even think of themselves as dying, although they clearly are, according to recent scans and gentle doctors’ reports. But no, they see themselves as fully alive. They are living and doing as much as they can, as well as they can, for as long as they can.
They ruin your multitasking high, the bath of agitation, rumination, and judgment you wallow in, without the decency to come out and just say anything. They bust you by being grateful for the day, while you are obsessed with how thin your lashes have become and how wide your bottom." Anne Lamott

12.21.14 Tucking in, and aligning, with yet one more Winter's Solstice

Photo: Tucking in, and aligning, with yet one more Winter's Solstice

12.21.14 "Dance, Then, Wherever You May Be"

Photo: I danced in the morning when the world was begun
I danced in the Moon, and the stars, and the Sun
I came down from Heaven and I danced on Earth
At Bethlehem I had my birth.

Dance then, wherever you may be
I am the Lord of the Dance, said He!
And I'll lead you all, wherever you may be
And I'll lead you all in the Dance, said He!

I danced for the scribe and the pharisee
They would not dance, they wouldn't follow me
So I danced for the fishermen James and John
They come with me and the Dance went on:

Dance then, wherever you may be
I am the Lord of the Dance, said He!
And I'll lead you all, wherever you may be
And I'll lead you all in the Dance, said He!

I danced on the Sabbath and cured the lame
The holy people, they said it was a shame!
They whipped and stripped and then hung me high
Left me there on a cross to die!

Dance then, wherever you may be
I am the Lord of the Dance, said He!
And I'll lead you all, wherever you may be
And I'll lead you all in the Dance, said He!

I danced on a Friday when the sky turned black
It's hard to dance with the devil on your back
They buried my body and they thought I'd gone
But I am the Dance and I still go on!

Dance then, wherever you may be
I am the Lord of the Dance, said He!
And I'll lead you all, wherever you may be
And I'll lead you all in the Dance, said He!

They cut me down but I leap up high
I am the Life that will never never die!
I live in you if you live in Me
I am the Lord of the Dance, said He!

Dance then, wherever you may be
For I am the Lord of the Dance, said He!
And I'll lead you all, wherever you may be
And I'll lead you all in the Dance, said He!

Dance then, wherever you may be
I am the Lord of the Dance, said He!
And I'll lead you all, wherever you may be
And I'll lead you all in the Dance, said He!

Dance then, wherever you may be
I am the Lord of the Dance, said He!
And I'll lead you all, wherever you may be
And I'll lead you all in the dance, said he

I danced in the morning when the world was begun
I danced in the Moon, and the stars, and the Sun
I came down from Heaven and I danced on Earth
At Bethlehem I had my birth.

Dance then, wherever you may be
I am the Lord of the Dance, said He!
And I'll lead you all, wherever you may be
And I'll lead you all in the Dance, said He!

I danced for the scribe and the pharisee
They would not dance, they wouldn't follow me
So I danced for the fishermen James and John
They come with me and the Dance went on:

Dance then, wherever you may be
I am the Lord of the Dance, said He!
And I'll lead you all, wherever you may be
And I'll lead you all in the Dance, said He!

I danced on the Sabbath and cured the lame
The holy people, they said it was a shame!
They whipped and stripped and then hung me high
Left me there on a cross to die!

Dance then, wherever you may be
I am the Lord of the Dance, said He!
And I'll lead you all, wherever you may be
And I'll lead you all in the Dance, said He!

I danced on a Friday when the sky turned black
It's hard to dance with the devil on your back
They buried my body and they thought I'd gone
But I am the Dance and I still go on!

Dance then, wherever you may be
I am the Lord of the Dance, said He!
And I'll lead you all, wherever you may be
And I'll lead you all in the Dance, said He!

They cut me down but I leap up high
I am the Life that will never never die!
I live in you if you live in Me
I am the Lord of the Dance, said He!

Dance then, wherever you may be
For I am the Lord of the Dance, said He!
And I'll lead you all, wherever you may be
And I'll lead you all in the Dance, said He!

Dance then, wherever you may be
I am the Lord of the Dance, said He!
And I'll lead you all, wherever you may be
And I'll lead you all in the Dance, said He!

Dance then, wherever you may be
I am the Lord of the Dance, said He!
And I'll lead you all, wherever you may be
And I'll lead you all in the dance, said he


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