Friday, January 16, 2015

1.16.15 Excerpt: " If She Kept Leaning Back"


      The largesse of life pulsing with it all.





The  winter fields shone with itinerant, golden grasses, pressing up here and there around the snow, with  muted reds from the Sumac trees strung along the curving edges of the hill; while the crimson stalks of Elderberry were barely visible in the sunset ,  their  rich red berries gone into the mouths of creatures, to kill viruses and boost immunity here in the wilds of her broad back yard.
     Mira one handedly pulled her scarf about her neck and mouth, yanked her soft wool cap down over her ears, found the small hand by her side once again, bounced the young one up on her hip a bit, and then continued on in the growing dusk, tromping through the knee deep snows, as she watched them glisten,  imagining each and every snow flake within the whole, thinking on the skies far above the earth, it's sweeping winds and stardust, and the cold drafts that turned small innocent precipitation into small white miracles, falling about her, as she now felt Luisa’s small mittened hand wiggle a bit in hers, and Marten’s growing weight upon her hip, as,  in the darkness before bed, she and the six of them  walked this way, to  the top of the  old conservation field, to gaze upon the constellations so stark and bright in the darkening winter skies,
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      As Alessandro began making up a winter sky song, of course, and Luisa grumbled about her insisted-upon-favorite-nightgown beneath her warm outdoor wear, it's length pulling at her small knees as she struggled to take steps through the snow, jerking upon Mira’s hand, just as  Starling came running up and  hugged Mira about her middle, taking her breath away, with that inimitable youthful laugh, though she had no hands for the child,  but turned to look at her, just taking in Starling’s complete shining faced happiness, before watching the seven year old take  Luisa’s  small hand in hers, bending low to point out to the younger one Orion and the belt and the story of the stars in the sky and the orienting humans and animals have done by night, as they slowly moved away;

     When Ruiz ambled up by her, bumping shoulders  in  his easy camaraderie,  as preteens do; she smiling down at him still, giving him a brief hug, realizing it would not be down at him, not for to much longer, gazing at her oldest son in silent pleasure, til his long lanky body and shining long black hair loped away down the field toward Alessandro the small bard, sweeping the young one off his feet with a screech of joy, the two of them tumbling into the soft new snow, Ruiz letting his little sibling sit upon him and fall upon the older one's  stomach while he OOFed and UGHed in a most satisfactory and pleasing manner, making Sandro laugh his young boy belly laugh,  that echoed off into the darkened woods. Mira thought of the walk and the laugh and the hand holding and the sleepy small one on her hip and the older ones talking and the night sky and the only thing she felt was the immortality of it all.
       Moth trudged up alongside, hands deep and sullen in pockets, til  Mira veered a bit and pulled Moth up alongside her in an enormous tight, and she knew, irritatingly loving  embrace, anticipating the  posturing and protest, as she watched the teen acceptance of being  filled and pleased with love and more love. Reluctantly,  Moth put both arms about Mira, and then they laughed as their steps became awkward for the closeness, a three legged pace of sorts.
      While far above, as Alessandro’s night song quieted, standing hand in hand with Starling and Ruiz and Luisa, stock still now, in the quick grasp of the sudden chill , Mira looking on with a heart contented with fecundity and devotity and ease.

    
     Knowing that  if she  craned her neck,  and now she did lean back far enough to feel the disorientation  and dizziness, she could try to  encompass   the amassed stars heralding the universe beneath and about them.

      If she kept leaning back, holding a groggy young Marten and a captivated Moth by her side, she would be consumed by how there was nothing in the world  at all at all but these young ones near her and the pungent quiet of a frosted night,  knowing that all  the wild creatures were making their way in survival and knowledge .

     This pervasive darkness drawn about them , as they all of a one felt stirring within  the endlessness of the heavens, far overhead."                                         copyright  2015

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