Saturday, July 18, 2015

7.18.15 What it is and is not about



Equanimity, learning to settle down into what is happening now
today, with some measure of ease

Is not about viciously confronting our greatest fears
about our mortality, our growing age
our health challenges, or the unknown

Equanimity is about doing what fits, what works
so that we are not continually shocked and frightened
and brought up short
by what is simply here, in our lives.

Equanimity is about easing ourselves into
what is happening right now
The vestiges of the past seen and held and released
The glimpses of the future caught and felt and acknowledged
The whole deal, soft focus, we feel as we settle slowly
into saying to ourselves, Yes, this is what is.
And then letting in the ease of the big picture.

7.18.15 Ultimately, we will be the ones who know

          Ultimately, we will be the ones who know what we have overcome, that which we have endured and whatever expertise we developed, that is a wondrous thing.
     We will be required to hold that knowledge, for our selves, as we age, and at times are surrounded by those who know not who we are, beneath age and growing infirmity.
    A worthwhile task, I think, to begin to develop, now.


7.18.15 Over they flew, and then off, barely moving now, gliding with such power and economy


Yesterday around 6 am, the riverside path was for the most part empty of visitors, save the Great Blue Heron, that watched the crew boats approach, until finally enough was enough, and they took off, great graceful being that they are, and sailed away, far over our heads.



Inside a wild vine, I spot two beings, waking up and having breakfast. The sun slowly seems to climb in the sky, as small overgrown places invite cool and quiet and comfort.



A moment after the Heron took flight on out of there, the crew boats passed by, making their way up the river, against the current, as the deep blue waters reflected the vast open skies of the new day.

We all find places that fit for us....the path from our work to lunch, from library to car. From dog walk to home. Or where we jog or walk or swim at day's end, to regain some ease in our lives. 

We sit out, when we can fend off summer's mosquitoes, and just watch the sky go by. 
Here, I was wandering down the river path, relishing the feel of blades of grass press into my feet. Hands in pockets, no purpose at all, letting difficult things come up and be with me, and then pass on by. Giving them time, and then resting in the day we have here. 

Up ahead, I spot a dog and their person who I've met up with before, romping about, laughing, affectionate, beginning their day.


As I turned to go back, I spotted someone winged and large coming toward me. Flecked with color, not a Red Tail, nor a Broadwing Hawk, for certain.


i continued to watch, until I caught sight of the enormous wings, of the way in which they pulled on the air, gracefully moving the young body along.


It was then that I spotted the white white tail, and, aha. Juvenile Bald Eagle. Making their way from, possibly, the Eagle Sanctuary, due south. 


Larger now, growing up all summer long, checking out the river and fields for something delicious for breakfast, for a fast growing body. 


Over they flew, and then off, barely moving now, gliding with such power and economy.